It's just sick.
It's hard to hear about this and other awful things in the news - yet through it all, motherhood taught me to believe that there is inherent good in people much more than bad. (We just hear about the bad more often.) I believe this because as I see Mary grow and her personality come out, she never approaches anyone new in a negative way. She may be a little shy at first, but then will smile and wave and even put on a little show. She was born good and loving and happy - I think one of my top jobs as a "Mom" is to keep that as pure as possible.
There is even proof of human good in this sad Colorado story from last week - three of the men who died, were shot because they threw themselves in front of their girlfriends to shield them from the gunfire. Talk about Superheros.
I'm blatantly copying this prayer from another blog I follow - I thought it summed up my feelings very well.
God grant me eyes to embrace the light, wisdom to learn from the dark, the ability to be present and active in my child's life to educate her on the full spectrum of who she shares this world with, good and bad. May she learn these lessons slowly and over time. Help me keep her a child for as long as I can. Help me navigate these waters with faith. Help us live every day of our lives.
And, no, I'm not a Bible-Beating member of the God Squad (as Brian would say)...but, yes, I do pray.
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